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Nirvana’s “Polly” is perhaps the darkest song in the band’s catalog, which is saying something considering Kurt Cobain’s songwriting isn’t exactly known for sunshine & rainbows. The track appeared on the band’s classic album Nevermind (1991), which spawned many of Nirvana’s hits including “Smells Like Team Spirit” and “Lithium”.

While many of the other songs on Nevermind take a heavy rock-forward approach, “Polly” features a much more subdued arrangement that allows Cobain’s harrowing story about the torture and rape of a teenage girl take the focus.

Kurt Cobain based the lyrics to “Polly” on the disturbing story of Gerald Friend, a serial rapist and kidnapper who was caught after abducting a 14 year old girl in Tacoma, Washington in 1987.

Friend had kidnapped the girl at knifepoint after offering her a ride home from a concert. He hung her up from a pulley he had rigged up from the ceiling of his trailer and repeatedly beat her, tortured her with a blow torch, and raped her. Then he would drive around town with her trapped in his truck.

Gerald Friend was caught after the girl escaped from the back of his truck at a gas station. This was his second offense and had already served a 20 year sentence in prison for a similar crime in 1960. He was sentenced to 75 years but was released on parole after 20, and then 7 years later he did it again.

While the story itself is quite disturbing, Cobain’s artistic retelling is even more so as it presents things from the perspective of Gerald Friend himself. This requires the listener to acknowledge the perspective of the rapist, and brings to the surface many difficult images as Friend seems to be enjoying himself.

Cobain allows himself the artistic embellishment of imagining an alternate version of how “Polly” may have escaped, by pretending that she was enjoying the encounter just as much as Gerald Friend, who in turn lets his guard down for long enough to slip up.

The meaning of Nirvana’s “Polly”, aside from the straightforward interpretation of the story, has to do with Kurt Cobain making a commentary on Gerald Friend as the product of a screwed-up society. Cobain touched upon this and more in a very early interview with NME, taking place in 1991, days before the release of Nevermind.

Kurt Cobain had a warped view of society, that’s true, but he was a very strong advocate for equal rights and freedom for all. This showed up in the form of artistic themes in much of their music, which often tackled mental health and sexual issues such as rape, as was the case with “Polly” and more.

Cobain wrote a special note in the liner for the band’s 1992 compilation album Insecticide in which he directly addresses many of these views, including some dark connections with “Polly”. This is just one way that Kurt Cobain was way ahead of his time, as many of the views he shared here were unspoken of in the 90s but are standard among artists today.

In addition to being the darkest Nirvana song, “Polly” also has the distinction of being the only Nirvana song that didn’t feature Dave Grohl on the drums in the studio. The band had initially recorded the material for Nevermind with their original drummer Chad Channing, but ended up re-tracking most of the album with Grohl shortly after. “Polly” is the only track that was kept from the original sessions.

Watch Nirvana performing “Polly” live on MTV Unplugged in 1993 below.